Thursday, September 30, 2010

Reality Check

I was looking at pictures on Facebook last night. Mistake. Or not. I cannot believe how big I look in Logan's birthday pictures. I'm not totally delusional, I know I'm not thin, but WOW. Just WOW. At the same time, it's motivation. I don't EVER want to look that way again. I've lost about 15lbs since then, plus I just generally look more toned, as my gut isn't nearly as prominent now (thank you step class and resistance bands).

Still, it's time to up my game. Those pictures just brought home how much work I have to do. I've been eating OK, but I could definitely tighten it up a bit more. I need to be documenting my intake. I was doing it religiously, but I've been slacking. I go to step class every week. It's my "me" time. This week I tried Zumba and I liked it. I plan on doing that weekly as well. I still need to fit in 1-2 more workouts per week. I would LOVE to start running again, but given my current situation it's just not in the cards right now.

Seeing those pictures was TOUGH. It made me sick to my stomach. I just need to keep my eye on the prize.